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How Egos SurviveRoland discusses how you need to experience God. Instead of reliving the past and worrying about the future, let God guide you in His right way. The Magic of Truth and Doing
From your intuition comes insight and wisdom. If you truly want to know the Truth, God will see to it that you discover it. Infused Prayer
Roland announces that his new book, Contemporary Contemplation with Reflections on Miguel de Molinos, is now available. Understanding Repentance
There is no salvation without repentance. Roland tells how repentance begins in a small way and why you should avoid false versions of it. Caring For The Soul
You are your consciousness in a body. Roland discusses how your issues include focusing too much on the external and allowing outside forces to be distractions. How Evil Gets Inside
Roland answers a question about healing on the Sabbath. Jesus' words had life, and those who heard him were brought to joy. The Anvil of Experience
If you feel oppressed, that has to do with your lack of courage. Roland tells how we are born close to virtues, and how we find them from God. Stop Hating Others
Unseen forces control others, and if you aren't careful, you'll be influenced by hate. Roland tells how rest and calmness are necessary to a proper life. Clearing the Air
Families can lay troubles upon you, with others messing with your mind. Roland discusses how sometimes you may need to clear the air after doing wrong to another. Inner Testimony
How do you know that what the Bible says is true? There's an internal testimony. Einstein knew that gravity would bend light, and no one could persuade him otherwise. You should be that way in knowing the Truth. The Best of Roland--originally aired May 2, 2021. Created in God's Image
A listener asks about staying with the plan God wants him to live. Roland gives three important steps to living a life approved by God. The Best of Roland--originally aired April 18, 2021. Being Called to God
Roland discusses his new edition of The Spiritual Guide by Miguel Molinos. You must get beyond reading Scripture and actually experience God. Reaction And You
Your problem is you are reacting to everything around you. You recovered from stress very quickly when you were a child, but now you need patience and calm centeredness. Avoid Falling Into Oppression
Have you fallen away from the Creator and into compulsions, worries, and fears? Roland tells how you don't have to be a Noah or Elijah to walk with God. Serenity Through Prayer
Roland tells how to sense the presence of God by not being lost in thought. You must learn to be in the world but not of the world. Floating Through Life
We need to follow through all the way to the end with what is right. Roland tells how when you do so, you will bear good fruit, in spite of the cares of the world. The Best of Roland--originally aired May 16, 2021. Spiritual Stress
We live in a time of stress, and our challenge is dealing with it properly. Roland discusses how to survive spiritual wickedness. The Basis of Stress
Many of us have trouble with resenting others. Resentment is the mechanism of separation from God's Light. Roland discusses how God's Light tells you when you're wrong. The Truth Shall Set You Free
We live in stressful times. When you're in the presence of someone that hates you, calm centeredness is essential to overcome the pressure. The Dark Side
All around, people try to violate your freedom by forcing or seducing you. Roland tells how to survive negative forces. Spiritual Light
If you see a pattern of light when you close your eyes, you may be seeing spiritual light. Join Roland as he discusses the importance of intuition. Dwelling in the Shadow of the Almighty
Be careful not to be absorbed by intense distractions. With the Lord, you can maintain awareness and keep your center of dignity. Response to Seduction
The forbidden food changed Adam. The shock of realizing he disobeyed God came with the fall. Roland discusses how you should respond to seduction.
January 3, 2021
Bonded to Faith
Roland reads from his soon-to-be-released book, It's Sunny and Warm in the Kingdom of God. When you were a little child, you had a strong sense of conscience. You must refind this link to your Creator.
December 27, 2020
Obsessions and Compulsions
A caller asks about obsessive-compulsive disorder. Roland discusses casting doubt. You must learn how to watch doubt without responding or reacting.
December 20, 2020
Avoiding Oppression
A totalitarian spirit brings meanness and impatience. With the devilishly clever things others say, don't doubt yourself and trust what you know is right.
December 13, 2020
Love the Truth
Christ came to bring good news, but to benefit you need a special attitude. Those in your own family were stubborn and pressured you. To recover, you need awareness and forgiveness.
December 6, 2020
Stress Relief in God's Light
Jesus was a stress conqueror. He experienced temptation and torture, and he overcame them by not reacting. Through patience and self control, you too can conquer stress with the help of God's Light.
November 29, 2020
Escape Into Selfishness
We've all received wakeup calls. Some people stay awake, and others escape into selfish motivations. To truly improve as a person, Roland tells how you must come close to the Light from God.
November 22, 2020
Trauma and Its Effect
Roland reads from Paul's epistle to the Romans. To stop being a slave to sin, you must avoid reacting wrongly. Learn the secret of watching the world without reacting.
November 15, 2020
A Christian Approach to Stress
Tease or cruelty can elicit an improper response. You must learn to respond rightly to stress.
November 8, 2020
Wisdom and True Love
Much information in the world is missing wisdom and love. Right living requires wisdom from God, not only worldly planning. Roland tells how to get in touch with this wisdom.
November 1, 2020
Finding Rest in You
As we go through life, we become more and more like those we had contempt for. Roland tells how to stop falling away from the Creator, and instead find rest for your soul.
October 25, 2020
Beyond Stress
If you resent someone else, not only does that person bother you, but you become more sensitive. Roland tells how to react rightly and avoid stress.
October 18, 2020
Away from Selfishness
Many of us are restless, because we have not found rest in God. How do you do that? Roland tells how you can by forgiving others and avoiding self-seeking.
October 11, 2020
Resent Not Evil
You must learn to bear cruelty and torment without resentment. If you resent, you're responding to evil and are no longer centered. The free Meditation will help you remain centered.
October 4, 2020
Overcoming Pressure
Slowly but surely, parents, school, and authorities got to you through pressure. Roland explains how you must be motivated from within, not reacting to outside pressure.
September 27, 2020
Finding Your True Life
Are you having marriage troubles? Many think that separating will allow one to find true life. Roland tells how doing the usual--taking the wide path--can allow temptation to take hold, and discusses how to keep your marriage strong.
September 20, 2020
Hate Separates
Spiritual Light is all around you, but you have to find it. Light contains both light and heat. Similarly, God's Light can give you both truth and love.
September 13, 2020
False Promise
The soul can be touched in a good or bad way. When you become resentful, or when you chase after a false promise, the soul is touched in a negative way. Roland tells how you can find healing.
September 6, 2020
How Evil Obtains Power
Why do people do bad things? False suggestion, resulting in you either rebelling or trying out a wrong idea, can be dangerous. Roland tells how to stay armed against evil--by following the Light within you.
August 30, 2020
What Is Temptation?
Many of us are separated from our true life. We daydream and look for excitement for our ego in a search for glory. Roland describes forms of temptation and how to avoid them.
August 23, 2020
Recovering From Meanness
The baggage of the past (tease, meanness, and trauma) is not supposed to hold you back. If you are resentful, you'll become a slave to the past. Roland tells how to engage the future with joy.
August 16, 2020
Walking The Path Yourself
God is continually refreshing the universe. Are you stuck in worry and unhappiness? Roland tells how to find awareness and become refreshed.
August 9, 2020
Beyond the Life Force
There are two ways of living: the temporary earthly life and the forever life from God. The earthly fallen life comes from pressures from outside. Roland describes the life from God and how to find it.
August 2, 2020
The Path to Christ
Many of us avoid awareness because it brings discomfort, like going to face the boss. When you take awareness with you, you can handle situations rightly.
July 26, 2020
What Does My Marriage Partner Want?
Marriage requires love and faith, and these qualities come from the Heavenly Father. Roland discusses the importance of fathers, both the one you can see and the one you cannot see.
July 19, 2020
Walk in Newness of Life
Roland reads from Romans 6 and discusses how many of us react too much to the outside. We then lose awareness and become suggestible. Instead, learn to be impelled from within.
July 12, 2020
Finding God's Kingdom
Christ said the Kingdom of Heaven is all around you. You have been transported out of the Kingdom into another realm, that of this world. Roland tells how to enjoy this earth while also tasting of Heaven. The Best of Roland--originally aired December 29, 2019.
July 5, 2020
The Problem-Free Existence
If you could love your neighbor as yourself, your stress would go away. Instead, most of us succumb to irritation, nervousness, and resentment. Roland discusses what it means to love your neighbor.
June 28, 2020
Doing a Reality Check
Roland discusses how problems and issues he's seen in people have changed over the past 30 years. The Inner Light allows you to see injustice clearly, and you had it as a child. With the Light, Roland tells how you can know and follow your right path.
June 21, 2020
Conforming to the Light
Roland reads from Experiencing God Through Prayer by Madame Jeanne Guyon. The rich nuggets of truth will inspire you in your walk with God. A right walk involves staying in the present moment.
June 14, 2020
The Fullness of Time
When thing's seem like they aren't working out, maybe they are. Roland describes how God can guide your life in unexpected ways. This is all the more reason to avoid ambition and avoid response to worldly stimuli.
June 7, 2020
Physics, Metaphysics, and Meditation
If you meet each moment with awareness, you will have awareness from above. Instead, most of us set goals and then react to the outside. Roland tells how to find perfect access to God's wisdom.
May 31, 2020
Understanding the Lower Self
Roland reads from his new book Tough Problems, Tender Solutions. Then he discusses the lower self and why it is important. We're born subject to tease, and ultimately we must overcome the self created from response to temptation.
May 24, 2020
Living Naturally
People around you should have had wisdom, but they didn't. If you were misled by others, you may now be nervous and full of conflict. Join Roland as he tells how to refind contentment and live naturally.
May 17, 2020
Identifying False Belief
Starting from Adam, people have believed lies. What you believe determines your life. Join Roland as he shows you how to find a new zest for life by aligning your beliefs with the Truth.
May 10, 2020
Understanding Stress
Roland discusses the importance of the moment before your response. This crucial moment will let you avoid ambition and remain centered. You can reverse the impact of traumas, tease, and rejection with Roland's guidance.
May 3, 2020
Relating to People Properly
Roland discuss how to snap out of being lost in thought. When you do what's right in each moment,you'll avoid stress and be right with conscience.
April 26, 2020
The Pre-Time Force
Do you remember sitting quietly and noticing time passing by? We have consciousness which can be aware of time. Roland explores how time operates and why we need to stay in the present.
April 19, 2020
The Good Reluctance
Twists and subtleties of the spoken word can make us move wrongly. Roland tells how trying something on your own without God is unwise.
April 12, 2020
Finding Your Balance
When another does wrong to you, don't resent the person! God created a moral economy, in which there is justice. Roland tells how when you lose something and don't hate or judge, there's magic as God restores your balance.
April 5, 2020
Awaken!
Many of us are pressured to do more, work more, and study more. Roland tells how not to succumb to pressure by awakening to what you know is right in your heart.
March 29, 2020
Dealing with Stress, Part 2
Roland describes how stress is a lack of faith and a lack of love. By conforming and escaping from reality, you entered a false life, and Roland can help you recover.
March 22, 2020
Grow in Character
Where does character come from? We all know to have compassion, longsuffering, and wisdom, but too many lose sight of these in the midst of the vicisittudes of life. Roland describes how to find and grow in character.
March 15, 2020
Dealing With Stress
When you were a child, you were forced to react. Your parents became angry, and you became afraid. Roland tells how to free yourself from past trauma.
March 8, 2020
Separation from Truth
Excessive study, depending on experts, and looking for approval from the world all can separate you from Truth. What you need is not reassurance from the world, but a right relationship with the Creator. Roland describes how we become separated from Truth.
March 1, 2020
Have I Lost My True Identity?
Many, perhaps including you, are traumatized by a parent. The way to recover from trauma involves not resenting.
February 23, 2020
The Dangers of Resentment
The Creator gives us intuition, but resentment cuts us off from it. Intuition is wordless and involves staying in the present. Roland describes the importance of paying attention to your intuition.
February 16, 2020
Become Not What You Hate
Many parents are bossy and say mean things. You must avoid a wrong response. Roland tells how if you resent others, especially parents, for their mistake, you risk becoming just like them.
February 9, 2020
Dealing With a Bully
Bullies spew terrible words, and can force an emotional reaction on you. Their many strategies can involve putdowns, violence, of acting nice to confuse you. Roland describes how with the practice of meditation, you can learn to watch a bully and lessen your emotion. If you have to deal with a bully on a daily basis, this program is for you.
February 2, 2020
Don't Be Seduced
Have you had this experience? You go to a movie, see a shocking scene which leaves an image in your mind, and you leave feeling sullen, dirty, or like something is clinging to you. Roland describes how negative forces can get on the inside and how to reverse it.
January 26, 2020
The Problem with Emotion, Part 2
Do you want to give yourself a headache or a stomachache? Of course not. Yet you become tense and irritated at people and situations. Roland goes in depth into how emotion operates.
January 19, 2020
The Problem with Emotion
Emotion puts wear on the body. As a child, people teased and pressured you, mainly with words, and you became reactive. If someone upsets you, that person gains control over you. Roland tells how to find control of your emotions.
January 12, 2020
Give and Be Rewarded
Do you feel drained? Others may be taking energy from you. When you resent, do something ambitiously, or do something too excitedly, you use the wrong energy. Roland tells how to give righteously.
January 5, 2020
Overcoming Your Environment
Most people go along to get along. Animals react to the environment, but humans have a choice factor. Roland tells how to be yourself by awakening to what you know in your heart.
December 29, 2019
Finding God's Kingdom
Christ said the Kingdom of Heaven is all around you. You have been transported out of the Kingdom into another realm, that of this world. Roland tells how to enjoy this earth while also tasting of Heaven.
December 22, 2019
The Light
Roland tells how all is resolved in God's Light, without effort. Ambition is not just trying to climb the corporate ladder, but can involve judgment. Your future should be without ambition, discovering in the Light.
December 15, 2019
Faith-Based Power
Christ said, "Of myself, I can do nothing." Do people take advantage of you? Instead of becoming angry to regain control, learn how to take charge through faith.
December 8, 2019
Finding Freedom
Few of us can go through life implacable and calm. Is life a struggle for you? Roland tells how to avoid the energy of anger and "flow" through life with calmness.
December 1, 2019
The Dangers of Resentment
Often times, we say something with the wrong energy. Resentment is the emotion of pride and leads to compensation. Roland shares his in-depth knowledge of how to move with the right energy.
November 24, 2019
Overcoming Tease
Tease can take many forms, including pressure to conform or to study. Study alone will not lead you to God. Roland tells why you need to get in touch with intuition.
November 17, 2019
Living Knowledge
Many people believe the lie that they can solve their problems without God. With a mindset of wanting to know the Truth which comes from God, you can attain a right state of mind.
November 10, 2019
The Life Force
What is your purpose in life? Understanding your purpose begins with awareness. Roland discusses how when you have awareness, magical things can happen, such as realization, which is beneficial from mathematics to philosophy.
November 3, 2019
Pulled Into the World
We get caught up in everything, from food, to work, to other people's conversations. You must live life without getting lost, either through resentment or through pleasure. Roland describes living spontaneously.
October 27, 2019
The Pre-Time Force
Were pre-time force to stop, the entire universe would vanish. A sustaining factor is necessary, for the universe and for humans. Roland discusses the importance of a correct force to living properly.
October 20, 2019
Seeing Clearly
If you had no wants, except desiring to do God's Will, nothing else would have a hold on you. Roland tells how to find pure intent and a heavenly state of awareness.
October 13, 2019
Eating Properly
Many of us eat to deny the Truth. Food is endowed with a quality that puts you asleep to reality. Roland tells how to eat properly and with awareness.
October 6, 2019
Overcoming Tease
In the Garden of Eden, Adam was seduced away from closeness to God. Today, others seduce us away from a calm state. Roland describes how not to be too emotional.
September 29, 2019
Finding the Right Priorities
Roland tells the importance of letting go of grudges. God gives you intuition, which will free you from resentment and free you to realize His Truth.
September 22, 2019
Overcoming Pressure
When you get into people, something of them gets into you. But when maintaining mental distance, you'll love what you see and learn. Roland tells how to live with a light touch.
September 15, 2019
Become As A Little Child
When we are born, we are close to God. But temptation separates us from Him. Roland discusses how temptation operates.
September 8, 2019
Be Free
Are you a slave of sin? Many of us lose freedom, whether it be to school, to sin, or to guilt. Learn with Roland how to do God's Will.
September 1, 2019
Spiritual Temptation
Temptation spoke through Eve in the Garden and can speak to you. It casts doubt and brings on compulsory reaction to the outside world. Roland tells how to regain a Heavenly state through intuition.
August 25, 2019
Avoiding Falsity
Many of us patch together memories and stories to make a point or convince others to see us in a good light. Roland discusses how many of us have a false way of being, and tells how to live rightly.
August 18, 2019
Avoiding Ambition
Roland discusses how to move according to what is right in your heart. Often authorities will pressure you to not do a reality check. Roland describes the importance of checking with your conscience. The Best of Roland--originally aired July 14, 2019.
August 11, 2019
The Substance of Courage
Roland discusses how to gain self confidence. Through salvation, a new confidence will await as you flow from love instead of giving substance.
August 4, 2019
What is Your Purpose?
We must learn how to be with other people without giving our self to them. Roland discusses how to find purpose and truly help others. The Best of Roland--originally aired June 2, 2019.
July 28, 2019
Flowing From Understanding
Good must flow from inner insight. But most of us want others to approve us, and thus we move away from God's true plan. Roland discusses the danger of undertaking anything of your own will instead of God's Will.
July 21, 2019
Refinding the Father
Roland discusses a main purpose of life--to become sensitive to the Father and His guidance. We are inherently subject to words. Refinding the Heavenly Father means standing back from words and thoughts, and becoming still.
July 14, 2019
Avoiding Ambition
Roland discusses how to move according to what is right in your heart. Often authorities will pressure you to not do a reality check. Roland describes the importance of checking with your conscience.
July 7, 2019
Understanding Repentance
Roland discusses what repentance is and what it is not. Roland tells the story of a young man's experience with anger. Listen in to find out the danger of saving yourself and the way to get better.
June 30, 2019
Something New
Paul describes putting on the clothing of forgiveness, mercy, and kindness. Roland discusses how to find this reawakening, which involves a spirit of gladness, not effort.
June 23, 2019
Becoming Perfect
Is it possible to become perfect while in this world? Roland says yes. Roland discusses how many of us choose a life of sensuality and striving, and how to instead find the way your Creator intended.
June 16, 2019
Lighten Up
God doesn't hate you, and he doesn't resent you. If you are willing to have Him show you your error, you'll find a new, beautiful way of life. The Best of Roland--originally aired May 20, 2018.
June 9, 2019
Find Rest In Him
Roland contrasts the hypnotic state and the heavenly state. When you are in God, your thoughts and actions will flow rightly.
June 2, 2019
What is Your Purpose?
We must learn how to be with other people without giving our self to them. Roland discusses how to find purpose and truly help others.
May 26, 2019
What's Wrong With Reacting
A true follower of God is one who watches, instead of struggling with the world. Roland discusses how you can draw close to God by not reacting.
May 19, 2019
Finding True Love
Roland discusses the experience of finding true love from God. God's Love brings adventures, realizations, and understandings beyond your wildest dreams. But it must begin quietly and without pride.
May 12, 2019
Finding God's Will
In the Bible, we are taught to ask that God's Will be done. The link we have to God's Will is our conscience. Roland tells how to refind the Good Life.
May 5, 2019
Discovering the Light
Through the Light, we can see the handiwork of God. When our relationship with the Heavenly Father does not exist, a less healthy relationship takes its place and we lack understanding.
April 28, 2019
Lost in the Imagination
We are supposed to live in God's Light, which is everywhere. But with free will, many of us ignore His guidance. Roland discusses how you need to gain understanding by returning to His Light.
April 21, 2019
Overcoming Adversity
We are born perfect, but become wrapped up in worldly pressures. The Creator gives spiritual life, but many of us do not know how to find it. Roland tells how to find eternal life--the answer involves refinding intuition.
April 14, 2019
Understanding Pressure
Right living comes from God, not from the hand of man. Roland gives a gentle wake-up call to give up pressure and upset, and tells how to cast aside negative thoughts.
April 7, 2019
Flowing from Good
Roland discusses how all who sin are slaves. When humans begin something not from God, we lose joy and lack right motivation.
March 31, 2019
Avoiding Confusion
When you were a child, others conditioned you to react. Recovery lies in refinding awareness and staying in the present.
March 24, 2019
Be Not a Slave
We were created to live forever, in awe of the Creator. When we turn away from God, we become a slave. Roland discusses the true danger of sin.
March 17, 2019
Our Problem is Stress
Roland reads from Saint Augustine and questions our seeking selfish advantage. To find rest in God, you must flow from within. The Best of Roland--originally aired November 18, 2018.
March 10, 2019
Connectivity with God
Many of us judge those people that remind us of the past. Roland discusses how to let go of judgment and love people in a right way.
March 3, 2019
Finding True Security
While a little child, certain things gave you security. Roland discusses how to be an observer and become pure again.
February 24, 2019
Stimulus and Response
Roland reads from Viktor Frankl and discusses different types of love. True love gives you freedom to respond properly.
February 17, 2019
Grounded in Good
When others are upsetting, you become resentful. Afterwards you become resentful over others getting to you. Roland discusses how to become firmly grounded in good.
February 10, 2019
Avoid Tension
Roland discusses how our reactions get on the inside. Soon we live a life of reacting and getting tense. Roland continues last week's discussion of refinding motion and rest.
February 3, 2019
Motion Comes From God
Roland discusses action and how you can be a vehicle of God's will. When you act from within, you create motion that originates from God.
January 27, 2019
Come Full Circle
Roland discusses three kinds of life. To find the perfect life, you need to be reborn and cast aside the ego life.
January 20, 2019
The Ego Life
By clinging to self-righteousness and judgement, we are prevented from entering God's light. Roland discusses the perils of ego stubbornness.
January 13, 2019
A Heavenly Attitude
Roland discusses how yearning for the truth is the first step towards true recovery. Healing must begin from God and not from the hand of man.
January 6, 2019
Your Closest Link
How can you avoid worry and gain a life of joyful discovery? By refinding your link with the Creator. Roland reads from the gospel of John and discusses realization in God's Light.
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